Remember the fort/blind the boys built this summer for all their fall hunting adventures? Well, apparently a blind isn’t complete without certain hunting accessories. And this year for his birthday, Zach asked for all manner of them.
Every time we went to the store he’d point them out. When they were on sale, he’d let me know. He’d tell me which store had them cheaper and when the shipping was free.
He got tired of asking and waiting, but he was unwilling to spend his own money.
So he decided to make his own.
He ransacked our garage and collected cardboard, paint, Styrofoam, dowels, and tubes. He stripped two motors from remote control cars that supposedly no one played with anymore. Then he went to work making a Mojo Decoy on the work bench.
Three days later, he emerged from the garage with his finished product.
I could not believe my eyes.
While I was floored by his commitment to economy and the project, I also felt a little sorry for him because the thing didn’t work as well as the one at the store.
I also felt a little sorry for him because hiding upstairs in a gift bag was the “real thing.”
I almost felt like the surprise was ruined now that he’d already made his own. And because I am an EXPERT second-guesser when it comes to parenting, I wondered if I should have saved him the time and effort and told him not to bother.
Thankfully I didn’t.
I thought of all he had learned through the process about trial and error, about painting and mixing colors, batteries and electricity, effort and economy.
His work was valuable, even if he received the end product as a gift.
I’ve been thinking a lot about the “work” we do as we walk with Christ. The apostle John wrote that if we claim to know Christ we must walk as He walked. (1 John 2:6)
But that is hard work.
He loved a backstabbing traitor in such a way that his disciples were befuddled trying to figure who in the world Jesus was talking about when he said, “One of you will betray me.”
He even loved his pretentious disciples who were jockeying for His own position in the Kingdom they couldn’t even comprehend.
Have you ever tried loving those kind of enemies? The ones who play on your team, work in your office, attend your church, ride in your car, eat at your table, or sleep in your bed?
It is hard to walk like Jesus walked when I bump into people I don’t like and stumble over my own sin. When I compare my life to His, I can’t help but notice the “product” doesn’t function like His.
I need Someone to gift me the thing I’ve been working on.
And this is the very reason the gospel is good news.
With an apologetic heart I can bring Him my jumbled pile of sporadic obedience, selective love that tires easily, and hard work that didn’t work out.
And do you know what he gives in return? His own perfect walk–His long obedience in the same direction.
I might be tempted to think the magnitude of that gift renders my work worthless. Perhaps I shouldn’t have bothered working to walk like Jesus walked.
But on my limping walk of half-hearted love, foot-dragging obedience, and begrudging duty I learn to honestly talk with Him. I begin to lean on His strong arm when I tire of loving like He did. I become increasingly aware of my inability, and appreciate His great ability.
As I talk with Him and increase my dependence on Him, I discover I don’t merely need Christ.
I’ve actually grown to love Him.
And all that hard work is valuable, not because I earn something by it, but because through it I discover the gift that was there all along.
Christ’s work in exchange for mine. (2 Corinthians 5:21)
It’s the gift that can’t be manufactured or earned.